all the stress from midterms is making me want to eat all the time :(

i’m trying to keep everything together and i’m doing pretty well so far but i really have to stay motivated for spring break. whenever i’m home i just eat and sit around, but this time i’m going to come back to school fitter/thinner than when i left, no matter what.

had a friend visit this weekend and completely fucked up. i feel like shit, but i didn’t gain so i’m just going to try to concentrate on getting back on track in time for break.

i feel like a terrible person, but i’m kind of glad my one friend won’t be on break at the same time. i’m going to be running every day, eating well, and whenever we’re together we just eat and eat the worst junk. and then she’ll get angry at me if i don’t eat enough/as much as her, and i just really don’t need that right now.